I hate my car.

I want a new one.  Pity they either cost lots of money or have lots of problems.  Gr.

While calculating probability and confidence intervals, I find myself musing about boys.

Once upon a time I realized I tend to be attracted to players.  They're cute and fun and charismatic.  My flirting style can, at times, be ever so slightly shameless, and tends to attract them too.

Now, as they're in it for a good time and I'm in it for a good time while working towards commitment (with a much stronger emphasis on the commitment part), these relationships never end well. 

So, I decided to be less shallow, and try to find a nice, shy guy who wouldn't be obviously attractive at first, but given some time, might turn out to be totally fun. 

I met this guy.  He was super sweet, and definitely not the obvious type.  I decided I wanted to get to know him better, so I tried flirting with him.

Pretty sure I freaked him out.

**sigh**

Now what?